Friday, January 11, 2013

New Normal

So I had my CT scan yesterday, I will receive results next Thursday, when I meet with my oncologist. 

Yesterday morning was a reality check of how freaked out my body became when going to chemo treatments. I didn't want to get out of bed. I left the house late. Once I got in to the building, the smells set off my survival instincts, and all I wanted to do was run (I know, yeah right, like I could run right now!). Then I went up into the chemo suite to have my port accessed (for the CT scan dye)...wow, my head was just a mess of "NO, I don't want to do this again!!!" 

My port was accessed, and I got to leave! 

Wow, chemo really is done. I can't get used to this gift of freedom! 

Hoping and praying for good news from the scan...allowing the freedom to continue!

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