Tomorrow is #10. Frankly, I would rather stick a hot poker in my eye than do another treatment.
But, if I want to live, it's what I gotta do.
I've been trying to focus on what cancer has NOT taken from me.
Cooking is one thing I can still do as well as I did when I didn't have cancer. I enjoyed cooking for the kids when they were here for Thanksgiving. The day before, I cooked chicken tacos, and they were asking their mom to make them yesterday :-). I kept things easy and good.
I won't be cooking for the next few days, I will be too tired to do it. But, to know I only have 2 more torture sessions left will make it worth it. I have a nagging feeling that the next month is going to be the hardest month of my life, but it will be done.
Finally.
I hope it goes as well as it can.. I know it is not easy. The day before is hard for me too, knowing what is in store for us. You're on the downhill slope with chemo and the finish line is in sight!!!
ReplyDeleteI talked to my doctor about my nausea and she gave me a patch to put on the day before I start treatment next week. It is called Sancuso, and I am hopeful it will help. I am supposed to wear it for a week and it controls nausea for a week. Fingers crossed!!